Aesthetic Perfection Surface song lyrics

It's become clear

That noone knows

I'm coming apart

See pride means nothing when youre crawling on the ground

If only youd see

For once in your life

I fall

Seem to replace a life

Paralyzed by apathy

We crawl now

Can seem to deny

All the things that destroy me

Threatened by a common delusion

A misplaced sense of immunity

Brought down

Why such abuse on me?

Because, you see, I ask for it

I ask for it

I don't care

It doesn't matter

You won't need it anyway

I can't feel

I don't believe it

It won't numb all the pain

I don't care

It doesn't matter

You won't need it anyway

I can't feel

I don't believe it

This wont take you from your place to die

I thought

Things would improve with time

Pathetic notions from a broken man

Let go

Detatch from ties that bind

Just scatter

Carry on

Leave behind

Your worthless solution try

To accept what you cannot be

Why not just give up and waste away?

At least on the surface everything is fine