Andrew Huang Winter song lyrics

i have a long way to go

on my knees in the rain and snow

with fire and war eating up the life around me

but i don't hear them make a sound

we have a long history

and i don't think that she misses me

but every day i stop my trudging on

to write these little nothing songs of love, love

to write these little nothing songs of love

it's cold when she reaches out

a bony arm pushing through the ground

to grab my wrist and drag me down to see her

to ask if i could only free her

from the box i buried her in

i say it's not that i don't miss you

i just know that if i kiss you

you'll turn me into someone i don't want to be

it's hard to say goodbye so many times

it's hard to say goodbye so many times

don't make me do it again, please god

don't make me do it again

i have a long way to go