DIR EN GREY Kodoku Ni song lyrics

I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more than to forget

I laugh back at people like you, who act like they understand

You people just live on laguing, saying something good will happen tomorrow

There was always something different about you and me and

the way you talk from the beginning

It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you

So again when you hurt me, I just laugh back at you

Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...

ash to ash

I am just garabage with an umbrella So give me my dream

I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me

Can you hear me?