K.A.A.N. Tell Me song lyrics

I don't think I'll ever be sober

Talk about life like it's already over, Lord

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me

Have you ever been terrified of your darkest fears becoming verified

By your destitution, no resolution

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me

Have you ever been terrified of your darkest fears becoming verified

By your destitution, no resolution

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me

I don't think I'll ever be sober

Talk about life like it's already over, Lord

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me

Have you ever been terrified of your darkest fears becoming verified

By your destitution, no resolution

My darkest secret, my closest friend

Is my lonely pen, so let the pain begin

Now, we could put it on a page for people to read

A make a couple dope lines, you better believe it

I been taking it easy, trying to appease every solitary soul

That would listen to me, but I

Realized that it's all fake, not real

I figured out people take but never give, and don't nobody give a fuck about the truth

Or what it means to you, you're better making it through

You was living with a dollar and a dream, I'm in this cool scheme

Everything ain't what it seems

When I looked in the mirror but couldn't recognize the person I'd become

A nigga I despise, but otherwise I'm obliged to describe my demise

Surprised a motherfucker didn't make it, he couldn't take it

No resonation, his dedication was slowly fading

But what he facing was so amazing, what you did to phase him

A difficult dilemma dependent upon a man who was black

Flow abstract, niggas can't match that, detatched to make a fat batch

And the dopeness, a nigga wasn't this real then everybody would notice

We live in a world completely ass backwards, at least for the thanks and no please

Rankest police yank and murder a young nigga then leave him out on the pavement

Debating the basis of all of your hatred

I told myself that I would work and never start complaining

Can't be complacent, don't seek the fame

As I reach the brain let's beseech the cadence

I kept aside so I could survive

And lately I've been getting high for the pain I confide, Lord