Loney Dear What Have I Become? song lyrics

And now I really don't care no more

Things never go the way they should

It's not sad but it's not okay

I turned in to what I am

As if nothing else could hurt me

And everything I wanted too

And in a land with a thousand seasides,

I never really learned to swim at all

I really wanted to

And when the music comes over their houses

And I thought

And now I really don't care no more

Efforts never made a change here

And high hopes made it worse

And I turned into what I am

As If nothing else could reach me

And in a house with a thousand windows

And if I only knew why I was drawn to this

It is sad and I'm not okay

And when the music comes over the houses

Sadness never was a choice here