Swell What I Always Wanted song lyrics

Now I'm failing to come down

... What I always wanted.

I always went in the lake and now I sit the shore

I notice the time, the place, the booze, the heat, the score...

I sleep when the sun goes down, might rise on it's return

I think about everything and nothing's what I learn

I wanted to pray alone I name you in this prayer

I wanted this day alone I blame you in this prayer

The gift that I'm choosing is a gift for changing light

Who cares if this day proceeds through wrongness or through right

Whatever was in the lake will wash up on the shore

I found all the days I lost and never lose no more

I sleep... o.k., there's time for this.