40mP Usotsuki Maker english translation
40mP Usotsuki Maker song lyrics
40mP Usotsuki Maker translation
このまま消えてしまいたい
Just like this I want to completely disappear
このまま消えてしまいたい
Just like this I want to completely disappear
だけど痛いのは嫌だ
But I don't want it to be a painful thing
自分に都合のいい形で終りたい
Wanting to end it a manner convenient to self
奇麗に飾ることさえ許されないなら
Even if it's not allowed to be dressed up in beautiful words or phrases,
奇麗ごとなんていらない
Well beautiful things aren't needed
私の言葉は難しく受け止めないで
Don't take my words in such a difficult way,
軽く聞き流すくらいでいいから
Just lightly ignoring them is fine after all
それならあなたも耳を貸してくれるでしょう？
That way even you can lend me your ear right?
相槌もいらないから
(acts that show you're listening) isn't needed anyways
このまま消えてしまえば憐れんでくれるかな
If I were to completely disappear like this, would you sympathize with me?
みじめな記憶の中にとどめてくれるのかな
Would you keep amidst your unhappy memories?
自分をだますことにはなれてしまったよ
Becoming accustomed to things used to trick oneself
ホントの気持ちがわからない
Not understanding real feelings
私の言葉は覚えていなくていいよ
Not remembering my words is fine
時々思い出すくらいでいいから
Just remember me from time to time is fine
それならあなたも耳を貸してくれるでしょう？
That way even you can lend me your ear right?
相槌もいらないから
(acts that show you're listening) isn't needed anyways
だって、全部嘘なんだもん
But, that all most certainly a lie
お願い気づいてよ ね, 私の声をきいて
Please, realize it ok? Listen to my voice
そもそも消えたいなんて思っていないんだから
Since I wasn't really thinking about wanting to disappear in the first place
少しくらいの嘘なら必要だって思う
Lying a bit like this was something I felt was necessary,
あなたを手に入れるためなら
If I were to take you as my own
私の言葉は難しく受け止めないで
Don't take my words in such a difficult way,
軽く聞き流すくらいでいいから
Just lightly ignoring them is fine after all
それならあなたも耳を貸してくれるでしょう？
That way even you can lend me your ear right?
相槌もいらないから
(acts that show you're listening) isn't needed anyways
私の声を聞いて
Listen to my voice…
このまま消えてしまいたい
Just like this I want to completely disappear